OH . MY . GOD its been almost 2 years since i last posted in here (and i still have nothing interesting to say lol) I am running a new fansite now for emma bunton @ http://www.emma-bunton.fan-sites.org please go have a look and check out the media and gallery (they are HUGE).
Well its valentines day today and i got 12 roses, a teddy and some chocolates from my bf bless him :) i just give him some money to get something with because he doesnt want crap he will never use lol Well im on facebook now more than anything, im addicted to it, well i was i have kinda drifted off it a little bit now. i think im going to start using LJ again ??
I have a new addiction, well its not exactly new but i have just started collecting lip balms i LOVE <3 them! i have about 30 ish at the moment and more on the way, no wait i think i have 40 more like. Im still really into old black and white films especially english ones made in the 40s and 50s with stars like Margaret Lockwood, Basil Rathbone and Dennis Price, classics! Anyway dont forget to check out my new website!
Nikki

Wow i havent posted here in so long, partly because i lost my password and couldnt be arsed to get it replaced, god im so lazy LOL.
I have been reading loads lately i have read all of Garth Nix's books, im just half way through the last one "Lady Friday", very good. I have got a subscription to Spirit and Destiny magazine i love that mag its brilliant! Im just trying to remember what i have done lately, not much exciting really just the usual stuff.

Its Nearly christmas, time to put on the christmas album CD/Ipod songs and get excited. Im nearly ready with the prezzies and gifts. Im not getting my present till the new year though :( But i can wait. But i will be getting stuff off my mum so i will be atleast getting stuff to open on christmas morning. Are you ready for christmas?

I LOVE NERINA PALLOT! Shes is like sarah mclachlan and tori amos with the cranberries mixed in! She Fecking rocks! These are lyrics to Damascus it Rocks! Listen to it ASAP!

years ago, you said to me,
"i think i'm losing the fight,
or the fight's losing me, i'm not certain,"
and here we are-the closing scenes,
and all the house lights come up,
oh, the falling of our final curtain...
i've played a role for so long that i've forgotten myself,
but i said i'd be there and i'm keeping my word,
you've played yourself so well,
and now i want to be you,
a great imitation of losing my nerve.

oh, it's over,
and everything is wrong, everything has gone,
and i know that everything means nothing,
oh, it's over,
but i don't want to fight, i don't want to be right,
i know that everything means nothing,
on the road to damascus they fell.

i saw the light-i saw the light!
but hey, it never saw me,
oh, conversation has just left me heathen,
and we could wait a thousand years,
perhaps a million or more,
if it's worth waiting for, but i'm leaving,
so on to a mecca of earthly delights,
depression is only desire deprived,
once more unto the breach and fuck my getting it right,
we've died for so long, let's just get out alive.

'cause it's over,
and everything is wrong, everything has gone,
and i know that everything means nothing,
oh, it's over,
but i don't want to fight, i don't want to be right,
i know that everything means nothing,
on the road to damascus they fell,
well i've been to damascuc.

it's hell, hell is where i'm gonna be,
the devil my intimate friend,
and hell is other people's hearts,
and knowing that everything must end.

oh, it's over...
and everything is wrong, everything has gone,
and i know that everything means nothing,
oh, it's over,
but i don't want to fight, i don't want to be right,
i know that everything means nothing,
on the road to damascus they fell,
well, i've been to damascus as well.

I am SO FUCKING ANGRY at myself right now! I havent self-harmed in approx 5 months then yesterday was REALLY i mean really low and i got razor happy on my wrist! GOD DAMN IT, i was doing so well! So was that 5 months or torture for nothing because now i have to start all over again, jesus! Ugh i fucking hate changing my medication this always happens to me. GRRRRRRRRRR

Damn it has been hot here in england the past few days. Today thought its overcast but still sticky. Im not right good in the heat, i get really angry really fast, and lose it.
Well its only 8 weeks till our holiday its going pretty fast, but i keep spending my saving-up cash d'oh, but there is tons of time to save up. Im having to change my medication, its not working as well as it used to my body has got used to them.
My bastard jewellery didnt sell on ebay, the photos werent that good thought, so im going to have to re-take them and sell/list it again. I think im going to sell my MAC Pigments though i have never used them, and i bet i could get about 100 quid for them.
toodles

When out last out for a few drinks and then we went out to a restaurant for a meal, chinese, it was gorgeous im still full this morning!
I have just tried out that olay sun-tan stuff, i used the johnsons one for quite a while and it worked quite well but i just wanted to try something new, It smells lovely!
I have a bit of a headache this morning though. hehe

no explanation needed see icon........ hehe

I am so pissed off! I have lost/accidentially deleted my entire website/blog. How stupid was that! Its not so much the site but i lost all my fanlistings stuff and i had joined hundreds and i cant remember without going throught the whole lot, which ones i had joined. Grrrrrr! So i build/designed a new site i just dont have the energy to start on the fl's yet. I have 2 new penpals, one lives in dorchestrer UK and the other in norfolk UK, so far i havent gotten bored of them, sometimes you get them and its like for fucks sake dont you do anything interesting you could write about?!?
Im going out tomorrow for the day to York should be a good day, im looking forward to it, should be doing a "little" shopping hehe.
That is all.
See ya!

Im just listening to nerina pallots album, she reminds me of a mix or tori amos and sarah mclachlan. Good album i love track 3, demascus?
Got sunburnt earlier not a lot thought just a little, at least i have some colour noe god im so pale i hate it i would kill to have tan or even just a slight tint lol

Holly sheep I'm writing an entry hehe!
I have been going nuts the past 2 days spring cleaning, is it spring yet? *looks at calendar* yeah i think it is. I have filled about 8 bin liners with rubbish and thrown them out. Its so relaxing cleaning up and it always looks great. I still got more crap than i know what to do with but at least its less than before.
Want to see the cutest picture ever?


All together now awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

*Krusty voice* Hey Hey Kids! I never update this journal, i suck at it, i just write bollocks anyway, even if i did update it properly it would just be "hey did this did that, bought that, read that" jesus even i wouldnt read that shite. so i think im just not gonna bother so there.............................

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

I have turned into an icon whore, hording em for future use just in case, and making them too :)
I think i must have slept funny last night because when i move my head to the right it fecking kills! I hate that!
So i havent even done, been anywhere, or bought anything interesting lately, totally boring. Im saving my dough for when culture bloom hits the UK (MAC) counter, mainly the Harvey Nichols in leeds. I dont usually want everything from a MAC collection but with the culture bloom collection i LOVE every product! Its gonna be a bad day for the credit card that day lol. I think i will go make some new father ted icons now.

its 4am, i cant sleep again and my beloved keeps snoring, grrrrrrr i might have to smother him in a minute!
What a boring entry :-/

Made some icons, I dont care if you credit me, aslong as you like them :)

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Well xmas came and went and so did the new year, im totally obsessed with buying MAC make-up now and in 3 months my collection looks like this *look below*. Its turning into and expensive addiction i just cant help myself, i say "ok no more this month" and 2 days later im stood at the counter handing over 4 £20 notes, suppose it better than being an alcoholic at least i have something to show for the ££.



I dont care im Happy!

I love this movie so much!! Feel free to use em Click Here.

Wow its nearly christmas but it doesnt feel like it at all! I have everyones gifts so im all sorted out. Im going to see all my family tomorrow which will be wicked because they live miles away and i dont get to see them often, especially my brothers they are sooooooo cute and sooo funny :) I bought a new dress the other day for christmas party its black halter, see pic



But yeah mine is black.

Well, im just sat here annoyed that i cant find any online UK stores with a decent range of MAC makeup, bastards. Drinking water, Sucking on a pear drop, wow im eating, no fucking surprise. I have been making jewellery more and more recently and i made a safety-pin bracelet the other day, i havent made one of those before it turned out alright aswell, hehe i thought it was gonna look like shit lol
Im in a real moaning mood right now so im gonna go make some moody icons :)